Why Is Everybody Looking At Me Like I Lost It
Camila Farah
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I m a youtuber who does gacha stuff.
It just builds up even more confidence. I don t know why but i don t feel like i m good enough i always think that i m doing something wrong or look wrong. And i experience pangs for when my weekends were like that. However the life change is massive.
I m scared of becoming overconfident and an asshole. Gacha youtubers are fantastic. In many social situations i can t escape the feeling that people are laughing at me when i don t hear it. Or does everyone lose friends.
Girls look all the time. Everybody comes up to me to talk to me. Everybody except me has a. And i guess that s why i like writing and creating characters so much.
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I want to feel comfortable and at some level i know no one is laughing but i can t escape that feeling. If theres something extra interesting ohh look at that odd person looking around strangely. Actually sort of going through one now. And it feels to me like i m being replaced.
Thats all down to self consciousness. But that doesn t mean i want those people looking back and having thoughts and opinions about me in their mind. It doesn t really bother me the way i lost my virginity. If i could change anything about it i d like to have been a stud at my first attempt matt.
People respond to me better. Why you lose your personality when you re feeling insecure. I pass pubs full of people who look like they re. That happens all the time everyone is looking around at their surroundings it just happens.
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